Counting the day where I slept alone.
Take the pillow that you used to sleep.
Look at our pictures on the frame.
Hear the ticking of the clock on the wall.
Wear your shirt just to imagin you're sleeping next to me.
Play all our laugh before we sleep, telling idiot stories till we fall asleep.
Play it all back in my head.

I close my eyes.

I MISS YOU LIKE HELL

I PRAY FOR YOU ALL THE TIME

I JUST WANT TO MEET YOU

TELLING YOU SOMETHING:

I MISS YOU BADLY

and the rain falls.....

I saw people run. They tried to find a place to hide from this heavy rain. I got my umbrella and forced to go home. I don't care. All I need is sleep and take a time to relax. I was so busy today to met customers and count so much money, well.. A banker you know. It's always been a bad idea honestly.

Well, beside people run, there're some people enjoyed the rain. Sang alone, wrote a note maybe, or just waitin for beloved family or someone after they got work. Home is always be the best place to come. So lucky they are who be waited by somebody out there. Me? Who will try to catch me? ;)

Changing

Beberapa hal berubah belakangan ini. Entah gue yang nggak terbiasa dengan keadaan ini, atau memang sebenernya ada yang salah dari sebagian hidup yang gue jalanin. Banyak yang dateng dan pergi. Seolah semua udah ter'manage' oleh waktu. Mulai dari ketemu teman baru, sampai jarang bermain dengan teman lama. Well, beberapa kejadian yang bikin gue jadi jarang ketemu mereka.

But life must go on, right? Gue sadar hidup ngga selalu berjalan seperti keinginan kita. Persahabatan, cinta, keluarga, kerjaan, kesibukan, emang selalu mewarnai keseharian gue. Sometimes I got bored, but yea... That's life. Kadang pengen rasanya balik di keadaan sebelumnya. Kadang pengen rasanya ngga pernah tau hal-hal yg bikin kecewa. Kadang pengen rasanya ketawa lepas. Kadang.....

Tapi gue tau gue nggak bisa memutar waktu. I could never turn back the time.

Whatta Wonderful Night

Weekend is the perfect time t get relax and do something fun with your bestfriends, family, or your boy/girlfriend. Me too. To be a part of your family is one of my good time ever. Laugh with two of your li'l nephews, talk with your sister and brother in law. It's good for me, really. I don't imagine last night will be so surprised to me. I'm happy and li'l bit closer to say thank's to you, dear. This is the moment I will never forget.

Day 4

Ini hari ke-4 gue ngantor d kantor gue yang baru. Ok, kalo sekarang gue bisa ngeblog iu tandanya gue lagi selamat hari ini dari terkaman nasabah buas! Hehehe :D bener-bener as crap as hell deh disini. Makan susah, minum susah. Awal-awal sih bawaannya stres pengen nangis, kesel, gampang marah, capek. But in any situation I usually can handle it. Ternyata, ya.. memang bisa. Gue masih bisa pulang jam setengah 5 atau istilahnya, pulang Teng Go. Begitu teng 16.30 langsung GO pulang deh! Kece kan?

Well, selamat makan siang semuanya. For the 1st time gue bisa punya makan waktu lunch begini.
Hv a nice day! :)

Coffee Break in the morning

Selamat pagi!

Minggu pagi, bangun di kasur milik gw sendiri. Kamar paling nyaman sedunia.Jendela kamar yang langsung menghadap ke kebun kecil milik mama. Langit yang nampaknya mendung berangin. Aaaah... how could say I if it's not prfect side? It's awesome. Selalu deh begini rasanya kalo udah hari Minggu. Dimana Minggu sore itu jadi jadwalnya gue untuk balik lagi ke kosan. Yeah, satu kata untuk gambarin stay d Jakarta sendirian: SUCK. Kangen keluarga, pacar, sahabat-sahabat, ponakan gue yg lucunya amit-amit itu (oh I miss u all dtime). Terlebih lagi, besok itu Senin and guess what? Senin mencekam sh menurut gue. Lo tau kenapa? That's gonna be my 1st day in nu office, nu friends, nu customer. Let me tell you this is Pluit. Iya, jdi gue sebagai Teller Service ada rule dimana setiap 6 bulan sekali dalam setahun harus mengalami yang namanya rolling/rotasi ke outlet2 di bawah Kantor Cabang Utama gue, Harmoni.

Gw baru aja menyelesaikan tugas gue yang hampir 6 bulan ini di outlet Waterboom Pantai Indah Kapuk. As always, kalo lg ngerasa nyaman-nyamannya kerja tau-tau udah harus rolling lagi. Annoying kan? Yaa tapi memang begitu kebijakannya or fuck da rule. Crap! Jadi beginilah rasanya maleeeeeees banget mesti balik lagi ke kosan setiap minggu sore. But this's my responsibility, right?

Ya sudahlah, dinikmati aja. Toh ini kan bagian dari adventure of my life :)

Happy Sunday!

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