Finally The Final Touch

I hope being okay. It's not okay like usual. Tonight the new life will begin, why the sacrifice doesn't always be useful? May be i am fool..

The sadness, the happines, the disappointed, become one and there's nothing can do when it feels stabed in your heart. How come i can do this badly? I was dreaming, i was screaming..

Goodbye, is it only you say?

Isn't Easy

Have you ever think that anything you do will come easy like your mouth tell you? I ever.. This is a moment that i know i really really can't start it well. Why? B'cause it isn't easy..

I need more space, i need a longer time to 'replace' something best ever to go to trash! I couldn't cast off it with a necessity. Oh gosh.. Let it pass away slowly..

E N E R G I

Saatnya kita bertemu. Banyak angan melayang, mimpi mengepakkan sayap, membumbung bawa jiwa-jiwa yang haus belaian. Kusentuh ujung jari yang memintaku menggapainya. Seperti sebuah setrum, aku tergetar. Getaran yang tak lagi pernah ku rasakan. Mungkin arus itu sudah lama terputus oleh begitu banyak rangkaian tak menentu di persimpangan.

Dalam diam mencoba mencerna sesungguhnya apa yang telah ku sentuh. Tersentuhkah? Energiku masih mengalir. Sementara kemana si pembawa getaran itu? Tiba-tiba lenyap, memutuskan begitu saja tanpa sedikitpun mengalirkan arus positif kepadaku.

Kau membuatku hidup kembali, tapi kau juga membuatku redup seketika. Seharusnya mungkin kau tak perlu ada. Aku tak peduli dengan kegelapanku. Walau aku sering tersandung karena tak bisa melihat jalanku sendiri.