Counting the day where I slept alone.
Take the pillow that you used to sleep.
Look at our pictures on the frame.
Hear the ticking of the clock on the wall.
Wear your shirt just to imagin you're sleeping next to me.
Play all our laugh before we sleep, telling idiot stories till we fall asleep.
Play it all back in my head.

I close my eyes.

I MISS YOU LIKE HELL

I PRAY FOR YOU ALL THE TIME

I JUST WANT TO MEET YOU

TELLING YOU SOMETHING:

I MISS YOU BADLY

and the rain falls.....

I saw people run. They tried to find a place to hide from this heavy rain. I got my umbrella and forced to go home. I don't care. All I need is sleep and take a time to relax. I was so busy today to met customers and count so much money, well.. A banker you know. It's always been a bad idea honestly.

Well, beside people run, there're some people enjoyed the rain. Sang alone, wrote a note maybe, or just waitin for beloved family or someone after they got work. Home is always be the best place to come. So lucky they are who be waited by somebody out there. Me? Who will try to catch me? ;)

Changing

Beberapa hal berubah belakangan ini. Entah gue yang nggak terbiasa dengan keadaan ini, atau memang sebenernya ada yang salah dari sebagian hidup yang gue jalanin. Banyak yang dateng dan pergi. Seolah semua udah ter'manage' oleh waktu. Mulai dari ketemu teman baru, sampai jarang bermain dengan teman lama. Well, beberapa kejadian yang bikin gue jadi jarang ketemu mereka.

But life must go on, right? Gue sadar hidup ngga selalu berjalan seperti keinginan kita. Persahabatan, cinta, keluarga, kerjaan, kesibukan, emang selalu mewarnai keseharian gue. Sometimes I got bored, but yea... That's life. Kadang pengen rasanya balik di keadaan sebelumnya. Kadang pengen rasanya ngga pernah tau hal-hal yg bikin kecewa. Kadang pengen rasanya ketawa lepas. Kadang.....

Tapi gue tau gue nggak bisa memutar waktu. I could never turn back the time.