DREAM, HOPES, AND LOVE

walk the way this life, together we share, together we pass..
never care for what they say we only need our own way..
hard, thorny, sharp,and curving we don't care!
we have a destination and we have to reach out the end..
we have so many dreams, but we both know it won't be easy to get..
but we believe in God, only own God knows what is forever mean..

Still of The Night ( .........)

I can't sleep, im thinking about my dad. He was sick! I have to make sure he'll be okay :'(
What a quite night, tonight! My dad and I at home. But my mom were going to Kutoarjo. Hhmm just two of us here! Mom, come back soon. We'll be missing you and hope that you're fine on the way..

God, protect her from anything at least, until she's back please..

What Kind of Life I've Lived?

God, i know You send down me in the world, not to make me feel like i am well-off person. I am very, very realize if there're so much less i have. Sometimes i think that im not the lucky one. Live with those problems makes us stronger than ever. I do, yes of course!
Almost twenty years i passed this way, and i feel just a few i can smiling brightly. As it should be, i have more complaint why this live could be so hard, really hard for me?
Now i have to get my own money and there's nothing i can do to get it! Shit! This is my weakness. How stupid i am!
I usually to live with all the simplicity. Really. But some load on back were hiding behind me, and i cant resist to do not cry, sometimes! You can't see those terrible, b'cause i always want to be strong in front of every people. I don't want they know what's wrong with me.
Ya, im stronger everyday!
You can see it clearly, i always look okay..

Yes, there are so much you do not know well about me. You should be grateful, if your live fill completely..